Annie Thomas experience with cousin

I am Annie Thomas. I am in the medical field. This incident happened to me when I was 20. I have never enjoyed these kinds of things before that age. I was molested when I was 13 but I did not enjoy it. Im not a very attractive girl but I have attractive features my breast and butt they are

very big for my age. Well this incident happened when I was in my second year at college. My first cousin was staying with us for a few months. He was also not very attractive but we became close soon. He started showing signs that he was attracted to me.

While in my house I used to dress in a skirt which was till my knees and a buttoned shirt which exposed my breasts nicely. During one night we were talking till late night in my room. My room is not very accessible it takes some time to go inside so it gave my some courage.

We were basically flirting. He started telling I was looking good. I was blushing. I slowly lifted my legs so that my thighs became visible and I knew he was looking at it. I went to the bathroom and removed my panties and unbuttoned my top two buttons

and came out and sat in front of my cousin. I again sat opposite to him and I lifted my legs so that he can see my pussy. I was able to see that he was getting excited and he was also staring at my breast.

This thing went on for a while and I asked him to sit in the bed. He started to slowly rub my thighs and told that it was soft. I brushed his hair and told that it was soft. Then he slowly started to reach my vagina and stroke it. I held his penis in my hand and I was pressing it.

He removed my shirt and started pressing my boobs. We where playing like this for a while and we went to sleep. The next day I was very anxious to finish college and reach home and from then on we used to play whatever time we got for the next six months or so. But I never had to courage to have sex, but I regret it now.